Xeni on the road in West Africa: Blogger and Peace Corps Volunteer Kate Puzey Murdered in Benin


27 Responses to “Xeni on the road in West Africa: Blogger and Peace Corps Volunteer Kate Puzey Murdered in Benin”

  1. hcoates says:

    As a young aid worker also in Africa, my heart is shattered for this girl and for her community. You can bet that who ever killed her will face the wrath of the community elders. That community for quite a while longer now won’t receive any outside volunteers or aid. It will be scorned, I’ve seen it happen here.

    Such a brief life, shattered by inexplicable violence. I honestly feel sick.

    Good on you Manko, good on you. Your words are so very true.

    • Xeni Jardin says:

      @hcoates, @Manko, +1.

      @hcoates, your point about the wrath of the village elders is something I understand more now, after some admittedly brief but intense experiences in that very region during the past couple of weeks. They absolutely do not fuck around, and potential consequences for something like this are as extreme as you can imagine. Traditional culture is not a joke.

      And I, too, have seen the same thing happen in communities in Guatemala and elsewhere, when I was observing/reporting on or working with aid or development projects. The reckless, violent, or sociopathic acts of a single community member can create untold damage even beyond that act, because aid groups or would-be forms of help just dry up and go away.

      NGOs don’t want to send people, or resources, into a community where there is proven risk. And it just takes one person, one person who does not represent the will or standards of that community, to blow it for everyone.

      When you look at her blog and photo album, and you see how much she absolutely loved and was devoted to those beautiful kids there, the reality of that likely outcome — a cutoff of support — makes the situation even more tragic.

  2. buddy66 says:

    How awful. Let us grieve…

  3. Familymember says:

    Dear Xeni, and all other posters,

    Thank you so much for this wonderful piece. Kate is my cousin. My wife and I visited Kate in Badjoudè over Thanksgiving two years ago, and my wife was there again this past December. We experienced what an amazing place Benin is. Kate’s village is beautiful and full of people that loved Kate. She was doing exactly what she wanted to do. There has been a lot of nastiness on blogs in relation to Kate’s death, and we would just like to say that the spirit of this blog is exactly what we would like to see. Kate would be mortified and angry to see people speaking badly of the Peace Corps, but even more importantly speaking badly of the people of Benin, and women in service. Thank you. We are utterly devastated.

  4. fltndboat says:

    Xeni. Your post is Service at it’s best. The heart of Love and Beauty is the easiest thing to kill. Anywhere, Happened here with the genocide, and continues to happen in the mind of anyone who wants to F*@# this World. Your gonads are not up to it.

  5. Carolyn says:

    Loving Spirits live on and on. Her life, far too short, left a mark on all she encountered. Kate made a difference. Isn’t that what we all hope that we can do?

    For her family and friends, I pray that her memory will bring you peace and comfort.

    I have a new Grandbaby named Kate. May she live her life with such honor.

  6. Anonymous says:

    My deepest symptathies to Kate’s family and friends who I’m certain have made wonderful memories over the year. There is little comfort in the words here and now, but my hope is that those memories will keep you strong.
    Her beauty and compassion shines through the photographs and entries – thank you for this post.

  7. Anonymous says:

    Xeni, I’d like to reiterate what others have said here in regards to thanking you for your excellent post. I’m a current volunteer in Benin and was touched to read the post and know you took such time and effort to create it when you didn’t even know her. We are all grieving Kate’s death but are also trying to find solace in her beautiful memory. Thanks for contributing.

  8. Anonymous says:

    Even under normal circumstances, when a community loses a PCV, they think “What did we do wrong?” I am sure the feeling of guilt will be much greater having had the PCV be murdered.

    I really don’t know what people think the Peace Corps life is like. We toil unnoticed by pretty much anyone but our family members. We try to improve our sites in almost any way we can. While most of us feel completely safe in our towns and villages, it’s not true security because cultural and linquistic differences keep us separated. People know we are Americans. They think all Americans are rich. They don’t understand why we give up 27 months of our lives to come to their country.

    It’s very slow going. I will finish at the end of this year and I am not sure if I have made much of a difference for anyone. When I go home, I will be tossed back into a world that is substantially different from the one I left. (There was no financial crisis in fall of 07 when I left.) We work often times without having another American very close by. If we want to have a gathering, we have to exercise caution because there are elements that would take advantage of that. If I have a serious illness, I am about 20 hours from reliable medical treatment.

    All that is to say, without patting myself on the back too much, Peace Corps Volunteers are all heroes. Ms. Puzey deserves the same level of honor a soldier killed in combat receives. She gave her life serving her country in the *best* way possible. She didn’t go there with any agenda other than to help, because the benefits Peace Corps pays in the end are pretty meager. The main reward is how you feel knowing you went to this other country and managed to survive and maybe even be loved by your community.

    Even that is double edged because the community I am in is filled with ethnic minorities who already suffered mass deportation and will likely suffer again in another five or six years as the local former superpower exerts pressure on the people and the peninsula. What will I do if people I love are embroiled in a war? What will I be able to do to help them?

  9. Kehaar says:

    Bless you Kate Puzey, you are the light now, go with grace of love and live in the hearts of all. There are not enough kind soul of your magnitude on this world. Freedom is yours and for ever more.

  10. Gabriel C. says:

    And round that early-laurelled head
    Will flock to gaze the strengthless dead,
    And find unwithered on its curls
    The garland briefer than a girl’s.

    This post, her blog and photos, and the brevity of her life moved me to tears. May she rest in peace.

  11. Thad E Ginataom says:

    So very sad.

  12. Anonymous says:

    Great post. Thank you for writing this.

  13. Manko says:

    Indeed, despite the years of maddening stalemates and undermining by Peace Corps paid staff and HQ, I look back on my Corps years thinking mainly of the invaluable treasure of the volunteers I met.

    (Although I’d like to note that in the country where I was posted we had a Country Director who wouldn’t permit us to blog – wouldn’t even permit us to write letters to stateside newspapers until HQ had gone through them all and censored out all references to, say, poverty, AIDS, famine and corruption.)

    Consider this about this tragic case: the typical PCV is a vivacious, adventurous, very physically healthy middle class female feminist in her mid-twenties, fresh out of college…and one of the first things her trainers will teach her is that, thanks to Hollywood, people all over the world think of her as (1) a slut (2) a natural born victim (3) the universal beauty ideal and (4) their best chance to escape their poverty. Female PCV’s often have a hard time accepting the limitations their gender places upon them in some societies…and female PCV’s get raped and/or mugged a LOT.

  14. Anonymous says:

    God Bless Kate, her family and friends, especially in her host country. Being a Peace Corps Volunteer is a gift, usually more to oneself, but also to others. Rarely, Volunteers are victims, but please don’t get the wrong impression. I’ll say I was generally treated better as a Volunteer than before or since.

  15. Anonymous says:

    @ Manko
    Very well said.

    What a beautiful person, she was.

  16. PichkinDim says:

    Translating, roughly: “It’s terrible for our community when something like this happens, because the West already thinks badly of Africa and of Africans. One violent act like this, committed by one bad person, means the assistance and development our country so desperately needs will become more scarce, and that fewer volunteers like her, fewer means of support and change, will come.”

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  17. Anonymous says:

    Thank you for this informative blogpost about this lovely young woman.

  18. Lewis Haidt says:

    Xeni, thanks so much for posting this too.

    I spent an amazing two weeks with Peace Workers in Costa Rica in 1989; it was an inspiring, eye-opening experience for a doe-eyed (yet so sophisticated I thought I was), Silicon Valley-bred teenager.

    My condolences go out to Kate’s family.

    I have been fortunate to learn of a non-profit, East Africa, Stepwise, which focuses on East Africa and “…is a not for profit organization committed to providing basic needs to rural East Africa’s orphans and vulnerable children.”

    While not based in West Africa where Kate did her work, the young Australian and American woman behind Stepwise, demonstrate a similar spirit, one I thought the BB community might be interested in.

  19. Anonymous says:

    I went to high school with Katie, and she was, without a doubt, a wonderful person. My condolences to her family in those hard times. She will definitely be missed, but never forgotten.

  20. soon to be PCV says:

    This just hurts my heart. It’s unfathomable. I didn’t know Kate, I had randomly come across her blog several months ago and enjoyed her beautiful writing and pictures. I read it again this week in tears. I was an English teacher in Africa as a 24 year old as well, and her writing brings back so many memories. Her family and friends, the Benin PCV’s and the people of Badjoude are in my thoughts. She was beautiful.

  21. chumpmeat says:

    My condolences go to Ms. Puzey’s family and friends. I’ve known several Peace Corps volunteers and have found them to be some of the most adventurous, open-hearted, loving and free spirits anywhere. Her loss is a real loss for the world and for America.

  22. Ernunnos says:

    Beautiful writing. I’m sure she put as much heart into her other work. My sympathies for those feeling the loss.

  23. wolfiesma says:

    What a beautiful person. And what a tragedy. May her light shine on in the world…

  24. Anonymous says:

    I was one of Kate’s high school teachers, then friend. I love her so much, and have learned so much more from her than I ever taught her. Her parents are an inspiration, also.

    Kate would not want to be in this spotlight. She wouldn’t want her life relegated to the shadow cast by her death. She would want all of us to learn from her love and service and carry on her mission to help others in need.

    Xeni, thank you for your wonderful posting.

  25. Srikanth says:

    F*@# this World!

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